Tuesday, April 30, 2013

One Hour Glucose Test- What the Doctor Didn't Tell Me

So yesterday I had a test to determine whether I had gestational diabetes. I was told it would take one hour and that was all. Here's what happened and what I wish I would have been told ahead of time...

I got there on time at 8:00am. I then sat there and waited. Around 8:15 I was called into the lab draw area and they drew my fasting blood. It was 138 on an accucheck meter. The phlebotomist then said (very annoyed, I might add) that she wasn't going to be able to do the test because I did not fast. I had. When I spoke up and said so, she did not seem to believe me and went back to talk to her manager. She came back out and said that the cut-off was 140 and they were going to go ahead and do the test. 

I was handed an orange drink in a small bottle (I assume it was an 8 oz. bottle). I tasted like the freezer pops I used to get a child (the orange flavor) that had melted, only more sugary. I was able to get that down in the 10 minutes required by my annoyed phlebotomist and told not to get sick to my stomach or they would have to postpone the test to another day. I was pointed back out to the waiting room.

This was the worst part. Not only do you have to sit there for an hour (better bring something to do!), but if you have a reaction like I did, you feel it start to creep up. I felt my fingertips start to get tingly, but I kept telling myself that it was just because I was already nervous about the test. I had to put my phone down from the game I was playing because I was having trouble focusing on the letters (Ruzzle, gotta' love it).  I then focused my attention to one of the magazines I had with me. I couldn't seem to focus on the articles, but lucky for me it was a photography magazine and the pictures are wonderful. I looked through it as long as I could and just started watching the Today Show when I could not focus anymore. I looked down at my hand and realized that the tingling feeling had led to a complete shaking of my hands.

When the timer in back had finally gone off, they called me back to get another blood draw in. When I stood up, I realized how dizzy I was. I only had my purse and my jacket and still almost toppled over. I told them how I was feeling when I went back. I had a different phlebotomist this time (Thank goodness!). She told me to sit back and try to relax. I did my my best. She draw my next round of blood and ran it through the accucheck before labeling it and sending it to the back. I didn't get to see the final number, but I know it started with a 2 (blood sugars in the 200's are not good, for those of you who don't know).

I still was not feeling well so I was given a pack of cracker and an orange juice and told to sit in the back of the room. They advised me to either call for a ride or be prepared to wait until I felt better to drive.

While I know I am lucky enough to have someone to come get me, I was very upset that I was not warned about the test before I did it.

So if you take this test, there's some things you need to know:
1. It does take a little more than an hour, so bring something to do or even some headphones to relax and listen to music.
2. It can cause reactions like mine. You may feel sick or shaky. If you are, tell someone!
3. Have a backup ride, just in case.
4. You may want to take off from work if it does make you sick. I was exhausted for the rest of the day because of it.
5. Finally, you may feel ill effects for days. Some aversions to certain foods (especially sugary ones). Even an a dull achey feeling in your body. This can happen and I am told by the doctor's office that this is normal.

I hope that this helps someone out there!

Friday, April 26, 2013

1000+

Wow! Firstly, thank you all for reading! My blog has hit over 1000 pageviews so far and that just blows me away.

So I came into work early. Went down my checklist for morning responsiblities, and finished those. Then I started working on the next day's schedule. It's not even 10am and I feel more accomplished today than I have in awhile (even though I did have to fix one oopsie this morning). I'm hoping to be able to keep up with the flow I've got, but we will see.

What keeps you pumping when you're working?

Tuesday, April 23, 2013

First Attempt

I don't feel like I'm going too well this morning. I'm not feeling well at all. I feel congested and neauseated. I hope this lets up fast because I have things to do! Today I have to go home and bake my cakes for class tomorrow! My final project for my cake decorating class is tomorrow and I have not even picked the design of my cake yet. (I'm such a slacker!)

But my husband and I have been getting a little down lately. Weight is a big issue in our lives (no pun intended). I realize I am going to gain some weight now that I'm pregnant, but I'm not very satidfied with my pre-pregnancy weight and my husband isn't satified with his current weight either. My last doctors appointment also got me concerned about my weight and my eating habits. Cakes aside, we are going to start eating healthier (but I can't promise I will cut out all my desserts!).

What's been weighing on your mind lately?

Monday, April 22, 2013

Amazing day!

Today was an amazing day. My husband and I got to hear the most beautiful sound. It was a our baby's heartbeat. It was beating strong with a great heartrate of 154. My husband was smiling and I couldn't have had a prouder moment.

Dr. Knapp says that I'm to the point in my pregnancy where I can start worrying less. I'm 12 weeks and 3 days today and past what they believe to be the typical period for miscarriages. I breathed a huge sign of relief. She is taking me off of the preventative medications and giving me something to help improve my mood because I have been incredibily emotional lately.

Now my husband and I are going back and forth guessing what the baby is going to be... even though we still have a few weeks (actually about 8!) til we find out what it is. So what are you thinking? Team Blue or Team Pink???

Wednesday, April 17, 2013

Kool-Aid

I have been having cravings for kool-aid lately. I have always heard that pregnant women crave what they lack in their diet (chocolate can mean they need calcium, meats can mean they need protein, etc.), so I'm wondering when kool-aid became a significant source of anything (my only thought it maybe vitamin C?)! Any ideas, people?

My husband also thinks its too soon for me to be having cravings for anything yet. I have read that he is not entirely correct and also I am on extra hormones, so I think they may inscrease my "later on" symptoms I'm feeling now (Thank you , progesterone!)

What did you crave during your pregnancy or even just during a hormonal time (us women have them, I know!)?

Tuesday, April 16, 2013

Nightmares

Lately my husband has been having nightmares directly related to an event going on in our lives right now. I'm sure that our nightmares are tied into our emotions and our fears becuase otherwise he wouldn't be having dreams like this. Dreams are always a touchy subject. To some they are very personal, while others write stories and even books on the imagery that comes to them at night.

So (within reason) what was your last dream about and how did it make you feel?

Monday, April 15, 2013

Accountability

To some, this word can mean the world. To a firefighter, it means staying there with your partner and not leaving them in a hot situation without backup. To an EMT, it means never going to onto a scene without someone there with you. Consider it a form of protection. But what really matters is knowing someone is there to speak up for you and not leave you question what should happen next.

We all have our forms of accountability in our life. The promises or agreements we make with people can make or break the accountability we have with them.

So how has your accountability check been lately?

Thursday, April 11, 2013

Pure Exhaustion

I swear that if anyone else says I have the "pregnancy glow", I will slap them. But seriously. I have not been sleeping, so the dark circles around my eyes have gotten darker (Thank God for Age Rewind Dark Circle Eraser by Maybelline). I toss and turn in bed. The dogs seem to think that my side of the bed is theirs and have even started growling when I turn over (that will be ending very quickly or they will get kicked out of the bedroom).

I have been making sure to eat some fruit every day and I think that has been helping with the constipation issue, well, for now.

I can seem to curb the nausea by eating as soon as I get up in the morning, but it doesn't always seem to help. Some days are worse than others, but that's always bound to happen.

So what's got you down today?

Wednesday, April 10, 2013

Emotional Doctor

No, this is not a silly story about a doctor who cries all the time. But I'd like to express the need to understand when you need help emotionally. I have been been struggling with this myself.

I do not like to ask for help. I like to be confident with my skills in holding myself together. But I have been learning, slowly but surely, that handling such problems on my own is not always the best course of action for me.

I have been aware for some time that my emotions have been controlling me. And yes, being pregnant now does not work in my favor any when it comes to my emotions. I love to feel. I love to know every emotion. It's part of being alive. It's a big part of being human.

So I guess what I need is a way to keep my emotions in check. A doctor specially tailored for handling emotions. I don't want to suppress them. I just want to be able to handle them better.

Is that an impossible feat?

Tuesday, April 9, 2013

We Learn to Love and We Learn to Hate

I am always surprised to hear small children saying "I hate you!" to anyone. Where do they learn it from? Well it's very obvious, if you think about it. Children don't make up words like that on their own. They hear them. From parents, from friends at school, and sometimes even perfect strangers in passing. The difference between children and adults is we have the same choice to use such a word, but definitely the option not to. As an adult we are equipped with the knowledge to stop, breathe, and start again if we get upset.

I have learned in my life that there are some words and actions that you can beg for forgiveness for and never completely recieve the same treatment you had ever again. A breaking of trust can never fully be healed. The simple will tell you all is healed with an apology. But really think back on your last arguement. I bet it comes to you easily (becuase we never really forget). No matter who was right or wrong, you're still feeling the negative effects of that arguement and you will for some time.

So think about that the next time you feel your blood start pumping in your ears. Close your eyes. Breathe. And think before you say anything. Try never to say something you can't ever completely take back.

What do you do to cool off after an arguement?

Monday, April 8, 2013

Crying a River

I had a rough weekend. Between the nausea and constipation from pregnancy (and yes, as embarrassing as it is, I said it), I could not stop crying. I was in pain. My belly felt full and hurt.

Emotionally, it was a bad day for me too. Yesterday would have been Matt's 26th birthday. I think this year was especially sad to me becuase there were so many good things that I feel like I should be sharing with him. I especially feel like I should have been able to tell him about my pregnancy. It's always a sad and tragic ordeal to lose a friend and especially so young because you feel like life is just starting. But I am happy to say, I know he is in heaven. I know he is watching me. And I know he would be proud. Yes, it has been a long time since he passed, but how can you dismiss someone who was your best friend for 15 years? It's like losing a family member.

On a happier note, I made two successful dinners over the weekend that even my husband liked (well, he really liked one of them). We ate some Garlic Herb Roasted Shrimp over angel hair pasta Saturday night. And Sunday night we had some Chicken Cheddar Bacon Ranch over penne pasta (whole wheat). Both were very filling.

So what did you all do this weekend?

Friday, April 5, 2013

Happy Friday!

This is the first time in a long time that I have been able to get excited about Fridays. And it's wonderful! I can finally make weekend plans and have time to spend with Hubby (and finally get to act like newlyweds).

So I think our plans this weekend include another trip to Bays Mountain (weather permiting). Maybe do some baking!  (I'm definitely keeping my fingers crossed for this one becuase I'd love to get some practice in before class next week.) But also know that I get so caught up in my expectations for the weekend that I forget about the things that need to be done. These things include putting the clothes away and picking up the table like I said I would weeks ago. It completely lacks the plans that are more priority and filled with the wants instead of the needs.

So what does your weekend list include (or not include, now that you're thinking about it)?

<3

Thursday, April 4, 2013

What makes your world turn?

My husband and I have been faced with many goals in our life as of late. I know too many decisions can make your head spin, but I feel like these could be a good thing.

I have been making a conscious effort to continue my photography course (and I'm hoping to have it done by the time the baby is born). I also have been diving into a cake decorating class that is being taught a local craft store. (And hopefully will have some beautiful works of art to show you soon!) I'm also working on a project that I'm hoping could eventually make me a stay at home mom, but we'll see about that one.

I know my husband's desire to be in school has gone down some (so make sure to show him some support!). But I do know that his personal goals are to go ahead and get our hand gun permit completed (we already completed the class together).

So what are your personal goals for yourself?

Wednesday, April 3, 2013

Sick Days... Are they worth it?

The last two days (Monday and Tuesday), I have been home sick. I was running high grade fevers and it was nothing that the doctors could pinpoint. Which means no answers. No diagnosis. No help.

So what did I do on my days off? Anything exciting? Nope. Not a thing. I laid in bed. I moaned and groaned. So I guess what I'm wondering is if taking off for being sick is an appropriate use of PTO (paid time off). I know everyone's dream of PTO use is to take a vacation while faking sick, but I certainly don't feel like that was the case this time at all. I barely got out of bed at all on Monday. And Tuesday, I only did to go to the doctor's office.

So was it worth it? Or was is needed? How do you use your PTO or sick time?